i don’t know how it all started
the thing is, after all this time, i should’ve known that i couldn’t let feelings ruined my head. life lessons has taught me that simple matters shouldn’t bothered me at all. but you know i let things slipped through my fingers.
i let people who shouldn’t even be there walk into my life, ruined my feelings. knows my deepest secret, see the “whole” of me, which i should have stop from the beginning. yet i let them in. do everything they can to “destroy” me. sometimes, i laughed at myself for being such a complete stupid A-hole. like you know, i let myself become those what we called “the lowest form human being”. i never thought that i would do these thing. i don’t know, till now, what’s going on with everything. with me.
"time is a flat circle, everything we’ve ever done or will do, we’re gonna do over and over again. and that little boy and that little girl they’re gonna be in that room again and again."